Coffee Stains

Stain by stain, it leaves a mark. A mark that will never disappear but will fade..eventually.
It's colour varies, leather brown, golden honey, mocha. The colours symbolize the intensity of the bad memory and the size of the stain represents how major/minor each event was.

RP

Us Weekly Magazine Shoot and a darn good job they did.

Forward

We are all scared of what is to come, even the people who say they aren't.

nonexistent

What is nothing ?
There is always something, never nothing.
You will never feel nothing, you will never have nothing, you will never be nothing.

Nothing..
Lets just wait and see if there will ever be nothing in this world.
But then again when there is nothing, this world will no longer exist.

Suprise

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN!

The suprise birthday dinner was lovely. Seeing her shocking reaction as we all hid and yelled 'suprise' was priceless. Seeing another human so happy is like no other. Their smiles and laughs and especially seeing that glow about them, nothing can beat that. We all had our own little conversation through-out the table and since we were rather loud a family of four left for a different table. Nik and I purchased Lauren the most sweetest birthday present, well that's what we think. A 61cm gum ball machine, the beatles poster and a Michael Jackson:Number one hits dvd. I treated myself to a plate of steak with spare ribs. It was satisfying but didn't fill me up enough. Then the night ended with some vinalla ice-cream cake with flakes of chocolate in the middle.
I love you Lauren

Quickie

Just a quick update to what has been going down.
I just got a new computer and I need to find my wireless software so then my laptop will work.
I believe it's out in the shed..so i won't be searching for it tonight.

This is my last week of school for two weeks, phew. I need a break. I'm sick of constant routine.
Then picking subjects for next year. Jeeze, next year will be coming by fast. It's already half way through the year already. Amazing how time literally can fly by.

I've got a project to work on. Which is designing part of the extension to my house.
Father is building me a bigger room plus a library and art room. I love him.

1st Prize

Life is a competition, literally. Why? Because we always try to be better than the person next to us, the person that walks past, the person that seems better than yourself in any way. We even try to be better than ourselves at times, to prove ourselves different to who we really are. Change is good at times but only when it's done for the best, to make you a better person in some way, to revive you're conciseness from the dark side, to reawaken and understand/create meanings in life. We will obviously all change through-out time but it's how you change and who you become after that transformation.

Wow, you're 'better' than everybody else, now what?