Tuesday, October 27, 2009


Just trace your finger across the tattered spine, close your eyes and feel the mysteries of what its pages will reveal.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Eye to eye..I think not.

So today on this wintery day during spring I was thinking about connections between two human beings. This topic came to me during my single period of maths with my psychological disturbed teacher. The reason to why I believe people have relationship problems, friendship problems, family problems, any kind of argument, disagreement or fight for that matter is because each person sees things on a different level of conciseness.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Let's be injected with Immunity

So a couple of days ago, I purchased my snowboard online.
So a couple of days ago, I had a spring clean.
So a couple of days ago, I just got into a relationship.

It's just so amusing how this is the guy that stung me with his venom at the beginning of the year, I 'despised' him or so i thought. Then eventually I sucked out all the venom and i decided to forget about it. I thought to myself, 'As each day ends. A completely new day arises.' I shouldn't dwell on problems that occur in my flourishing life, but to accept them, deal with them and simply move on. That's exactly what I did. Until, sometime during September or so, from his determination to see me again I decided, 'Yes,Okay I'll see you again. We will only be friends and nothing more.' Once the goodbyes came around and that silly small chat people tend to make when they have to depart from an unusual or awkward outing, I couldn't keep myself in that passenger seat and his skin on mine put a rapid train of thoughts and images through my mind. Thoughts of what once was, what is now and what may become of it. Once I sat back down, the trail of thoughts were traveling is constant circles. Then that's when i realized I didn't completely suck out all of the venom, a small portion of it was still within me. I wasn't feeling any pain, it was just a numb spot that didn't or wouldn't go away. Now, i only wish to be immune to his poison, to deal with any hurdles we come across, together.


I am sitting at home, all alone. Thinking about how each and every single person on this earth is living a completely different life. No matter how hard we try we can never be the same.