Monday, June 29, 2009


Just a quick update to what has been going down.
I just got a new computer and I need to find my wireless software so then my laptop will work.
I believe it's out in the i won't be searching for it tonight.

This is my last week of school for two weeks, phew. I need a break. I'm sick of constant routine.
Then picking subjects for next year. Jeeze, next year will be coming by fast. It's already half way through the year already. Amazing how time literally can fly by.

I've got a project to work on. Which is designing part of the extension to my house.
Father is building me a bigger room plus a library and art room. I love him.

Monday, June 15, 2009

1st Prize

Life is a competition, literally. Why? Because we always try to be better than the person next to us, the person that walks past, the person that seems better than yourself in any way. We even try to be better than ourselves at times, to prove ourselves different to who we really are. Change is good at times but only when it's done for the best, to make you a better person in some way, to revive you're conciseness from the dark side, to reawaken and understand/create meanings in life. We will obviously all change through-out time but it's how you change and who you become after that transformation.

Wow, you're 'better' than everybody else, now what?

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Bloke's Night

We get messy, too messy at times. Our nightlife is entertaining. Filled with music, usually watching and learning Nanci's dance moves!

We dance and drink and dance and drink some more. Laughter, screams, tears, happiness and smiles take over the night. The next day we just sit and laugh at what we can remember of the night before.

Nikki, Allie, Nanci and Alex. I love you blokes.


I adore Twilight too much..I'm obsessed.
I'm a Twihard, yes a Twihard.
I actually went and bought a piece of jewelery that has the Cullen crest on it.
I bought Esme's bracelet.

I'm not shamed :)

Friday, June 5, 2009


With a carton of orange juice by my side and writing utensils on my other and the sound of crickets and still air outside, I type this feeling very content.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Ability of Invention

We all escape reality once in a while, but i tend to do it a lot and at times i barely know what is reality.

I remind myself of a little girl creating imaginary friends and creatures. As silly as this may sounds they are the only 'people' that won't ever 100% let me down.

I create nice pictures in my head, where I'm living in the snow in a beautiful house writing right in front of the wood burning fire place and i can see the ivory snowflakes falling from the dull sky above or where I'm passing through the park seeing the colors of amber, mustard and crimson splashes of crumpled leaves scattered across the wide open space.

I read intriguing books where I want the stories to end up being a real life incident in my existence. Then i make up other beautiful or mind whizzing stories in my head that I wish would happen to me also.

Then there are my dreams...
I close my eyes and the most amazing things can appear, the most amazing things that aren't in my reach. But I'm still blessed at the thought of having those dreams. The only thing I hate is when i forget them in the morning. Who knows, maybe one of my dreams will come true one day.

Never let you're imagination run away from you, never let it dull down.
It's the one thing you've got to keep you going although it leaves you
sitting and waiting, sitting and waiting, but for what? A miracle perhaps